Urgh... long turkey weekend

Sorry lah.

Long weekend for Thanksgiving. Its been long !! Woohoo. too bad i m sick right now. Sort of dizzy and tired and everything. Not good.

I m just so sorry to my dears. I am always such a bad person. 90% of myself says I am. I dont deserve the goodness of this world. I have just made everyone around me feel sick, worrying about me, thinking about me when its really not needed. Its so stupid... but if i dont let it out, i m just gonna suffocate myself.....

aiyaaaa. too much things going on at the same time. last week was hell week !! too much streess and pressure.

But so glad some very very deep deep underground buried feelings are finally lifted out. it makes it alot easier for now, or else its gonna be like the BP oilspill if its kept longer and longer. hahaha. ok.
I m very happy to get this over with, i hope you got to know more about me because it made me realize how high my self defensive wall is built up over the years.

Will do another post soon. sleeping time !

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MAMA, I LOVE YOU. I am sorry I disappointed you and made you unhappy on your birthday. I am very very sorry. I wish you can nag at me right now telling me how 不乖 i am, how immature i am. I miss you alot and still i m sorry.


HAPPY THANKS,GIVING- TO SLEEP