Feels much more enjoyable learning in class.
Feels much more freedom gained.
Feels much more quiet than before.
Feels much more stuttering speaking English.
Feels much more easily strained and hungry.
Feels much more time passed too quickly at most times.
Feels much more unworthy to find resolution, waste of time.
Feels Autumn Red leafs are pretty, but Spring flowers are more vibrant.
Feels solitude for being alone.
Feels thoughts and thinking about world.
Feels the lonely, cold lonely chilly nights.
Feels intimidated at times.
Feels detached.
Still feel unable to find the center of gravity.
Still feel unable to learn things coming against me
Still feel like having high hopes, but dissapointed.
Feels like I not learn to love what I do at best. Not that I'd like to feel like this, feels like I want to flee out of this spectrum. Too much grey clouds to dampen a bright future.
This place, is not my world.
I am fleeing to capture my awaiting opportunity ahead of me.
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